Today I am feeling a little sunken again. Last night listened to a song called Fantastic place, and I actually had to beg myself to evaporate the tears that could have fell from my tired eyes. I am so afraid of memories. Even the good ones are causing me to reject dreaming and the occasional sleeping.
How long will this urgency to find a solution last. Will I just give up breath? I have never tried to hijack anyone’s feelings, unless they grant me access. I surround myself with my music, and my insecurities. I am at least finding solace in reading and escaping into a paper wonderland.
All this...... and I am only just trying to be myself.
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