Inevitably I would shrug off those who in my option are more of a hindrance than a welcome comfort. This is tactile on my part. I have also set out to repay many with my attitude of treating others how you wish to be treated.
Many to a degree have a personal and lonely grudge with life, while others may be prone to the discouragement of those supposedly close by. The later with encourage needs to be addressed, and is. I will then be able to find myself and my prominent place.
I think the direct cause of this is the lack of understanding of who I really am. This has for such a time been a hindrance. Acceptance and most of all respect.
In retrospect of this I ponder on the thought. Do I need the help? Or should I finally accept that this has been the ignorance of others.
